I Wish...But>>> I should rather

How I had wanted Louboutin shoes since college. When the store opened in Jakarta and I spotted the nude shoes, I almost ran in to try it. Then I saw the price. Then I put them down, my excitement dampened.

Few days ago, I went into the store again, hoping it went on sale and even thought of how I will not shop anything else this month just to splurge on the nude shoes.

I'm feeling frumpty lately, with my excess weight and my lack of bother to dress up. No matter how I blow my hair and went through my wardrobe, I still have to pull up my hair so Baby J don't grab and pull, wear soft clothes so Baby J can cuddle on my chest, wear appropriate shoes so I can hold Baby J responsibly.

And it happens so that the store sold out my dream shoes. I did my ebay research but reality hits me - when to wear it and what to wear it with?

So yep, no lust-worthy heels, stick to my Crocs and other faithful flats, and instead of spending chunk of my savings on dreamy Louboutins, I should be a good mom and should just purchase the upgrade for Baby J's car seat. This month ;) Maybe next month, the nude Louboutin will be in stores...